Friday, August 29, 2008

Sticking a toe back into the blogging pool...

Lots has happened since my last post and this is about the 47th time I have sat down in front of my computer to write an update. I can't seem to come up with the right words to tell this story, but I think that the blogging world might be a nice and supportive community in which to vent. So I am going to start small and just give the basics, at least it's a start, right?

On July 16th we learned that our precious baby had passed away. I had been feeling less and less movement in the preceding days and so my doctor wanted me to come into the hospital just to get checked. At that time we learned that the baby had died. I ended up delivering a beautiful baby boy at 11:08pm on July 17th. We named him William Gordon McGill. He weighed 1 pound 11 ounces. We were able to spend some time with him and both Mike and my parents we able to see him as well. Our priest was able to come to the hospital shortly after delivery and baptize him.
I can honestly say that this has been the most difficult ordeal that I have ever had to endure and it has been a test of my faith. However, never in my life have I felt more sure about my decision to make Mike my partner in life. And, never have I been so grateful to the wonderful family members and friends that have helped us to make it through this.

That about does it for today's entry. I don't know if anybody but Karoline will read this, but thanks for listening.

5 comments:

Blog Stalker said...

I definitely read this! Is it compulsive that I check everyday? Thanks for sharing your tough experience. I love you and I love Mike. Good pick!

Kers said...

Mag - I've been waiting for you to write. You are in my thoughts so many days and your honest heart about your precious baby boy brought me to tears. Love you and can't wait to hug you in person soon. Kers

Kiki said...

Mag- I too have been thinking a lot about you. I read too and will continue to. Love you. Kristy or Chunk

Mikele said...

I'm so glad you updated! I've been asking Katie how you are doing. I'm very sorry to hear what happened and I will keep praying for you.

Robyn said...

I too have been praying for you, Maggie--I'm so deeply sorry for what you have had to experience. I'm so thankful that you were able to hold him and so very thankful that you have a wonderful husband.
Welcome back to the blog pool--you are loved.